Please don’t feel bad for me because many people pass through these stages where they have opportunities to go on dates with people you don’t want to date and can’t get a date with someone you wouldn’t mind hanging out with.

I tried to get a date with someone I liked for tomorrow and I failed, so instead of me going to see the musical group Smash Mouth and seeing the Olympic award ceremony, I will be sitting at home thinking about going and hanging out with some people who I could care not so much about.

Now let me express my feelings a little about people that I don’t want to date, but they want to date me. I have had two girls recently that have expressed that they have liked me and I think they are cool but I don’t feel any want to be with them.

I have been working at Nuskin’s World of Ice thing that they have been doing down here in Provo and one of the girl volunteers likes me. She has a boyfriend but she is a clingy flirty girl that is getting on my nerves. At first I thought that she was just that way because she interlocked arms and was very flirty with every guy that she came around. But now after a few days, she has actually grabbed my hand and has given other indications that she likes me. Indications such as telling me that she wants to go date and how that she is a great kisser, and that she grabbed my hand more than once, and that she is always touching me, and that she told me that she is not dating her boyfriend exclusively anymore, and that she grabbed my hand but did I mention she did it so that our fingers interlocked, and that she wanted a hug goodbye after volunteering, and that she was irritated that I was not hanging out with her, and that when I was working she would not go watch the ice-skating until I went with her because she just sat there and talked and talked and talked and talked until I finally said that I would go watch the ice skaters with her.

I am sorry that I used the word damned in the title of this story, but at the present time I feel that it is a good description of my feelings of condemnation, curse, hell, and punishment. May my single life not be damned so that I am not limited in my progress and privileges, and hence damned to this extent.

And just one more thing I would like to add to make sure that the story title is clear. Today is Valentines day and I was looking for a date on Valentines day, the 14th, so that on the 15th I would have a date.

And for just a little more reading pleasure on where I found help with part of my story. Excerpts from the Topical Guide and Bible Dictionary for the topics of damnation:

Topical Guide - Condemnation, curse, hell, punishment

Bible Dictionary - …limited in their progress and privileges, and hence damned to that extent.